Exciting kingdom conquering wars,
Virtual teamwork collaboration counts,
All those online games occupy my days and nights,
My eyes are glued to the laptop or handphone screen,
Not even diverting my gaze when crossing at the traffic lights,
I look at them (the games scene) more than my own safety needs.
Busy clicking ‘Like’ or ‘Heart’ on friends’ posts,
Keep checking if my posts were Liked in return,
Post every photo of my cooked food and my whereabouts,
Can’t wait to share the latest makeups and fashion I have put on,
I look at the ‘Like’ status on social media more than my roles,
As a mother, a wife, a daughter, in the family,
Ignoring the attention my family needs from me.
Live streaming from young ladies, sexy women, around the world,
Nudity and pornography are my top-visited sites,
Contribute all my thoughts and climax to her, her, and her,
Every day without fail,
I look at them (other women) more than looking at you, my wife.
When was the last time I look into those beautiful eyes of the woman I vowed to spend my whole life with?
Still, I can’t stop looking at those babes, secretly, without you knowing, my dear.
Ssshh… 18x 18x 18x 18x 18x Ssshh…
Shopping apps, big sales ads,
Add to cart, is a brainless must-do task on my payday,
I keep on browsing through the latest items on the shelves,
This, this and that, buy,
This, this and that, pay.
I look at what’s in trend more than what I really need,
Ignoring the reason why I worked so hard for, that tiring 20 working day,
Spending all my paycheck, just within those 20 minutes.
Overseas business trips, work at office, work from home,
My mind and time were all contributed onto my work,
Files, reports, meetings, deadlines, were the most you heard me saying,
I look at numbers on the reports more than looking at you, father and mother.
If I lift my head and take a good look at you both, closer,
Surely, I can easily spot the aging signs on your face that time has painted.
Deep down, I know, which one should be my priority,
Shouldn’t be ignored or delayed,
Yet, today,
I look at them more than… YOU…
